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A personal healing story
A conversation with Justine Laidlaw
There is a person behind every diagnosis, with a history, a voice, and a life that keeps unfolding. In this conversation, I meet Justine Laidlaw through her own account of colon cancer. We explore the choices she remembers, the support she sought, and the personal meaning she found in a profoundly uncertain chapter.

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For a walk. For a quiet hour.
Inside the conversation
A guide to the ideas in this interview, in my own editorial words.
Justine shares her personal experience of colon cancer and the changes she made while navigating that diagnosis. The interview explores her decisions, emotional life, relationships, and search for support. It is a survivor’s account of what she lived through, rather than evidence that a particular approach will produce the same outcome for someone else.
Those themes are central to the way Justine describes her experience. She reflects on fear, choice, and finding a sense of agency during an uncertain time. Listening to her story can open a conversation about emotional support, while remembering that cancer is not a failure of attitude, intuition, or positive thinking.
No. Justine discusses her own choices, and individual accounts cannot determine which treatments are appropriate for another person. The conversation is here to be heard as a personal story. For a diagnosis, symptoms, or questions about your own treatment decisions, seek additional care and guidance from an appropriate cancer specialist.
You can listen for the human experience beneath the medical vocabulary: uncertainty, decision-making, changing priorities, and the need to feel heard. Justine’s story offers one perspective on those themes. A useful starting point with someone you love is to ask what support they want, rather than assume their journey should resemble hers.
From the archive
The full transcript is not available in the original archive. The conversation above is available in audio and video, and the original interview page includes written episode notes.
Read the original episode notesOriginally published February 10, 2024. Hosted by Dr. Michele Burklund.
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